I had a bad morning this morning and was pretty blunt with what I said about not trusting people and everyone being out for themselves. Not everyone is out for themselves and there are people out there that do good things for others unselfishly. I have a couple of friends some that are newer and some that are the oldest that have been so good to me and I'm forever grateful to them for taking care of me.
I am doing the best I can with the deck that I have been dealt. It's not always easy and some moments it feels like hell but I am trying to move on from the pain that I have gone through. It's all anyone can do, right?