Valentines day

so I don't really know exactly how I feel about Valentines day this year. I think I've always secretly wanted someone to make a big deal about it but then the reality of it being a stupid expensive "holiday" kicks in and I think it shouldn't be a big deal. This year I'm hoping to spend some time with my sister and call it that. I've been meaning to go get some little vanetines cards to send to a couple special little people but all of a sudden it's the day before and I haven't done it. I think I'm doing my best to ignore the day all together. Maybe next year it will be more special....who knows.